im sure ur english is perfect my dear but i dont really give a fuck:)
well to start things of, life not been much of a bitch lately, it's been rather perfect:)so if u think my english is horrid, do urself the favour of not reading my blog:)
so perfect that i dont have to turn to blogging about what a bitch life is:)
u know when everything's going soo well, and sometimes the smallest thing would bug u?
well here's what's bugging me..
i was in my boyfriend's facebook profile just now.. and just out of curiosity, i clicked on his {inbox}..
i know i know..
now i feel real bad about it..
i mean its not that i dont trust him cause i do..
but u know when you're just soo damn curious,
well that curiousity took over me....
he told me once about this ex girlfriend of his,
they were together 4 yrs back and she said something about missing him and all..
he dint say much but he just told her that there are many other better guys out there..
i dont really know whats that supposed to mean but yalah..
im guessing it's a nicer way to say "back off"?
haha..
well after typing this out,
i figured that this small lil thing is nothing compared to all i put him through..
i broke my promise of staying away from smoking..
i keep in contact with 3 of my ex's so why should this bother me so much right?
but i know, those 3 ex's that i still keep in contact with, there's not strings attached..
we're just good friends who realised that we're better off friends than being in a relationship:)
gorilla's in camp now, and ohh do i miss him...
5days a week in camp sucks mann..
and this is only our first week!
please let god be by my side and help me cope with the upcoming weeks:)
and i dint realise that there's soo much going on in my life..
now that ive thought about it, i also like soo very 'malas' to type it all down:)
i'm just counting down the days, hours, mins and seconds till my gorilla gets to book out:)
my gorilla:)
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