something in my mind.

there's just that little something in my head that has been bugging me since the time i fell asleep this morning.

i've been cracking my head since the time i awoke and i still have no answers:(

it's like a mix of feelings all rolled up into a huge ball and u just dont know what it is anymore..

even worse, i dont know how to rid of this feeling that is dragging my emotions down.

i suppose time heals all wounds and i'll just have to wait out this feeling till i eventually forget..

life sucks yea i know but im looking for the better of it:)

you know what i hate most?

i really hate having to confront my problems.

even if i know that there's no use ignoring a problem.

for this case, ignorance is not bliss!

but i have that fear in me.

i fear that if i confront my problem, i might lose out and lose everything.

ofcourse that's just my phobia.

i mean nothing like that has ever happened

but still it doesnt kill to take precautions right?

but u know it's like when ur too careful bout something, you tend to forget the most important things..

as said in a movie, "never let the fear of striking out keep you from plaing the game"

well in this case i am letting the fear of striking out keep me from plaing the game and it's only a matter of time before i lose the game...

LIFE.....

i thought blogging this out would have helped me feel better but nope it didn't help this time:(

im goana have to get through this on my own...

maybe it was a mistake to have trusted u so fast..